Twice. Twice now that I’ve lost my best friend because of feelings. I’m not saying that I’m not going to trust people to be my best friend but I’m no longer going to trust someone with everything and rely on that person for support. I’m going to be a stronger person and I’m going to stand on my own two feet. I should have learned the first time but I didn’t. I was trying to pick a rose even though I knew it had thorns and I got pricked. “I’m sad that you and I never got to talk about it but this just shows that I’m not as special to you as you said. I’m just another guy that you used and you played. I really thought I loved you and I was an idiot.” I’ll be more reluctant to trust people because of you. When you’re divorced because of your shallow views then don’t try to crawl back to me. I’m going to find a girl one day that TRULY sees me for the special person that I am. I’m sure that I am special and that you are blind. I would have been the best thing to happen to you but you just couldn’t see that. Fuck you and I hope you have a good life.